Hey WJ,

I know that tomorrow you are going to Aust..
And don't know when you will be coming back..
Maybe even when you are back,i won't even have
the chance to see you..
And you also won't get to see this post..
Maybe now you will take it as you don't know me,
see me totally as a stranger..
Just like that time don't know why
i had accidentally been joined into you all's conversation..
And you say that "who is lengleng?" and blah blah blah...
But it really make me feel sad..
I don't know why we will become like that..
Maybe i was just asking a stupid Question..
(as i already know what is the reason)
But this kind of result was not what i really want..
I really hope that we could still like last time..
Even we two not really that good..but at least not like now.
I like the way we last time are..
Will go sing partyworld together..
Will go play pool together..
Will play mahjong together..
And come to my house during my birthday and play..
(even thought the thing we played are just mahjong)
But i was happy during those times.
But now i can't feel that happy anymore..
Cause i had destroyed it by own hand..
And i'm sure that you had noticed that the way i treat you
was different from others..
And i also knew that you already have a very good Gf.
But i still didn't regret of liking you that time..
I really hope that one day we two ca like last time again..
Will talk to each other..
Will scold each other..
Will go out together as a group..
Will play mahjong together again..
Will go sing again..
Will meet again..

When i go see her blog..
I saw the present they did for you..
And it let me remember that last time i also
intent to make a card for you as a present..
And that was my idea..
But for now,that present wasn't my idea..
It wasn't made by me and
it had nothing included me..
I can't wish you presonally,
I can't write something touching words to you,
I can't say Good bye to you,
and I can't send you off tomorrow..
Cause i had lost my right to do anything...
Haxi,
After all.they didn't lied to me...
You are really going to Aust..
It just that the timing was differet from what they told me..

Lastly,
Good Luck and All The Best To You!!








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