Saturday, August 15, 2009
Hello Chabi,
I thought i had already knew what i really want for myself..
But i don't know why recently i started to feel that I'm not that sure now...
I don't know whether transferring the course now is a right decision for me..
I know that Nursing is not the right job for me,but i do like the moment studying with those friends...
And i not sure that whether will there be another group of friends like them as well in
the new course i wanted to go for...=[
I know that I'm scare...But i don't know what am i really scare of...
Isn't the course? Isn't the student there? or isn't the new environment?
Cause i know that I'm a person who is scare of new environment...I will feel unsafe...
Haxi~~~Why am i always being like that? Can't even make a decision well..
I don't want to feel regret again..There are already lot of regret in my past life..
It feel s*** to feel regret..Really!!
I scare i will feel regret if i leave that course and those friends..
But i also scare to feel regret if i really transfer course,then i will never have those kind of friends again...
Haxi~~
What am i going to do now? Stupid girl...
ps:Can i reset my life?!
BYE bi
Back At Once,
LengLeng
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